Friday 6 March 2009

No ability to tell truth or lie






















Everybody have goodness point and weakness. Again and again, friends of mine notice me that i am too simple mind by trusting others too much.

Yesterday Rose also noticed me:"Sunnie, u trust people too much". (she is a very successful 27 years old girl).Maybe i was in such smooth time during those 27 years. Maybe sometimes get hurt, but think in positively way quickly (maybe sometimes, also hurt others.). I do not have ability to tell if others saying truth or not, if i consider them as friends. when supplier complain business too hard, i was almost cry and wanna to take all my money to them, even they earn millions per year. When in school or office or at home, i never lock anything. When in middle school, one roomates steal, but i still not care, just put money wherever i wanna. If she wanna, ok, take it. But luckily she not steal mine.

The day before yesterday, have lunch with new cooperater in business, they saying that which which company was treated by ..., lost..... I telling the people next to me"opps, the world has such dark side, ohh my god". that dark world seems to be too far from me. But in fact, i really live here, just not know this. Always see the good side of things, not realize this is life. Maybe my life up to now is just as in paradise.

to lie to Sunnie is a thing without any challeage. Because if she consider u as friends, everything u saying will be truth, no matter if really is or not. Sunnie will find million excuses that u not need to lie to her.

Sometimes, i thinking this is very bad aspect in character. But why human-being so complex. Can we make everything simple? we spent less then analysize if others's words, spend more time to take care of family member and friends, and send love to others who need our care.

If sb. treat sunnie, it will ache her, but it will ache the people around her more, as they know that she not have any protect way to avoid this.

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