i am fine. what about u

long time not update blog.

i am good these days. March is the busiest month. almost half month outside.

moved to new office, but just stay there for total 8 hours since 10th march. (there is a art show center near the office building. make us closer to art, even i know nothing of this.)

bought a new laptop, white, lenova---10 inch,totally the kind of my style.

my old laptop, i used for about 4 years until battery not work well and have uncarefully make it fall to floor for several times, make the wireless funcution not well,but i still love it very much. if there is any perfect thing in the world for me, must be my old laptop. it accompany me when being interpretor, when on business trip, when in first office, second office, now third office, and when at home and when travelling. that is not just a laptop for me, but also husband, boy friend, best friend, coworker, family member.

everything we choose from shop, i hope we cherish it. from cloth to electronic goods, bowls, cup, furnitures,etc. as it only have one person to love it---which is its owner. usually for each goods, if i not love it very much, i not buy, as i will not treat nice to them. i left them in shop until it meet the one who love it very much. so they will be treat nice.

exchange goods

exciting!!

got an idea of make full use of all things in my drawer. yesterday take pic of all the things i wanna to exchange.

the result is amazing.

the blueteeth ear phone change out into RMB...

the watch and one very expensive teeth brush changed into two t-shirt and one bag from another girl.

byebye two lovely things, welcome for the three new things.

55% devil

S: hi daizy, do u miss me too much (daisy is my best collegue classmate, and her office is 15 mins walking from mine, we meet each two weeks).
D: no, darling, not at all.

We have a good supplier, and all of us satisfied with his work.
Amit: he is very nice.
Sunnie: yes, almost as half nice as me.
Amit: no no, half is too much. Almost 1/4 nice as u.

yesterday i meet two old friends. after met them i back home very sad mood. as we meet a friend of theirs in street. My friend saying that that couple earn RMB5000 in total per month. And they have a daughter, cannot afforded in the city, so their daughter live with grandma in countryside another city. each month they give 2500 RMB home. So left 2500 for themselve two people's spending. Let alone buy apartment in this city, even this city's urban. But this is not they are too poor in China. this is normal people's life here. Most couples only maybe RMB3000-5000 in total per month(1USD=6.8RMB). but need to raise children, food, cloth, no money left to buy apartment and cars.
So when back home, my another friend who works for government send me message, i showed my anger to him. he is choosing apartment these days. I recommend on to him, he saying too small. and he saying government gave him a lot for buying the house(just because he is a member of government). and his another cooworker change an apartment from urban to downtown, as they think too far. I was very surprise saying:"they can buy a car". My friend told me that if car, they need to take out money from their own pocket, but if house, government will pay.
I was so angry and jealous(even i am paid well, but consider of another normal people, i really very angry at those government member always make their own profit very well.) such as my friend, he works only 20 hours each week. but he is paid about 5 times as our city's average salary who works almost 50 hours each week.
Sunnie speak in purpose to make him angry: Work for government as u r best, not like us, we need to earn each penny by ourselves.
Brooke: I work hard.
Sunnie: Stop it!one week so less hours is so called hard?
Brooke: But i work efficiently.
Sunnie: U r so un-strict to urself. why taken so much taxi from us to provide u so high income for just few hours work each week. that is the cause of the hard life for normal chinese people. Especially that silly cooworker as urs, make me very wordless(even speak so much, sunnie still saying herself wordless). We need innovation. some children still cannot afford education, while people as u guys have too much money, not know how to spend.
Brooker: we also work hard.
Sunnie:no, i am jealous, i am angry and i felt unfair
Brooker: i also felt unfair, why u can live in 5-stars during business trip!
(ahhhhhhhhhhhh. Most of time i live in 4-stars during 1st time visit new supplier, just one time 5-stars, after get very familar. I like to live in hotel which cost only 200RMB per night, but still warm,clean and lovely.)
Sunnie: i do not care, i still jealous.
Brooker: I do not care, i still jealous.
Sunnie:i am pretty girl,whatever pretty girl saying is correct.
Brooker: i am handsome boy, whatever handsome boy saying is correct.
Sunnie: too much anger make me falling asleep. Wish u BAD dream.
Sunnie realize bad dream still not make her feel good
Sunnie: Wish u make a nightmare tonight!

sunshine

after one month's rainning. today is first day for sun to come out.

A good day to meet old friends. Meet Pauline and an old friend. So nice to talk with them again.

No ability to tell truth or lie

Everybody have goodness point and weakness. Again and again, friends of mine notice me that i am too simple mind by trusting others too much.

Yesterday Rose also noticed me:"Sunnie, u trust people too much". (she is a very successful 27 years old girl).Maybe i was in such smooth time during those 27 years. Maybe sometimes get hurt, but think in positively way quickly (maybe sometimes, also hurt others.). I do not have ability to tell if others saying truth or not, if i consider them as friends. when supplier complain business too hard, i was almost cry and wanna to take all my money to them, even they earn millions per year. When in school or office or at home, i never lock anything. When in middle school, one roomates steal, but i still not care, just put money wherever i wanna. If she wanna, ok, take it. But luckily she not steal mine.

The day before yesterday, have lunch with new cooperater in business, they saying that which which company was treated by ..., lost..... I telling the people next to me"opps, the world has such dark side, ohh my god". that dark world seems to be too far from me. But in fact, i really live here, just not know this. Always see the good side of things, not realize this is life. Maybe my life up to now is just as in paradise.

to lie to Sunnie is a thing without any challeage. Because if she consider u as friends, everything u saying will be truth, no matter if really is or not. Sunnie will find million excuses that u not need to lie to her.

Sometimes, i thinking this is very bad aspect in character. But why human-being so complex. Can we make everything simple? we spent less then analysize if others's words, spend more time to take care of family member and friends, and send love to others who need our care.

If sb. treat sunnie, it will ache her, but it will ache the people around her more, as they know that she not have any protect way to avoid this.

54% devil

1.
sunnie put a cute little girl's pic on msn one day.
Amit: Who is that girl.
Sunnie: my future daughter.

The next day sunnie change into a little cute boy's pic.
Amit:this is ur future son?
Sunnie: No, he is my future son-in-law.

2.
Priya changes order again, so i need to notice supplier.
Priya: Hope u not kill me.
Sunnie: No worry, i won't.
Priya: Nice of u.
Sunnie: because i already killed by supplier before i kill u.

3.
Jack: i not search or need supergirls.......! romantic girl, honest, have big heart , cute , looking for lover to love me and love she ,i like to meet one cute clean , honest , well educated.
Sunnie: I am so sorry to make ur dissapointed, i meet all ur requests except one thing.
Jack:What is that?
Sunnie: I am super girl. wiiiiiiiii.

4.
Sunnie: I hope there is a law saying that woman can have two husbands, while man can only have one wife.
Wang: Why two husband.
Sunnie: One take charge of my meal, the other take charge of my fruit.

5. My birthday

Amit: old lady.bones at 28 start to hurt.
Sunnie:come on!!!!!! Now 27！！！！
Amit: would like to give you ***usd however you need to spend it.not for office rent, or investment or anything else.but present for you.
Sunnie: U r tooooooooooooooooooooo fantastic boss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Amit:i want you to go out and spend the whole ***usd and send me photos.ok?
Sunnie: can i save?
Amit:money is just money, buy yourself something.your birthday,only once a year.
Sunnie: I hope my mom can born me twice.so i can get twice gifts from u.
Amit:plus make you feel better for being so old.maybe you buy walking stick?maybe you buy walking stick?help old lady walk.
Sunnie:thanks old man. what u r using, u always suggest me.
Amit:old mans legs are like sticks so need need for another stick.
Sunnie:wow, true, i forget.

6.
Daisy is looking at the mirror, asking me:
Daisy: why i looks so pretty.
Sunnie: because sth. wrong with the mirror. not take it so serious.

7.
Amit: Do u wanna mail address as sunnie@livingitup.... or danya@livingitup...
Sunnie: neither. I wanna supergirl@livingitup....

8. Sunnie know by accident that Priya is gradulated from Nottingham majoring international business, very great University.
Sunnie: Priya, u r too amazing. if i were u, i will each time walking with head always up, and refuse to talking with other people.